Wednesday, September 9, 2009

New Beginnings...

I'm coming upon the one month mark here at the International House of Prayer University (IHOPU). It's astounding to think how quickly the past few weeks have flown by. Every time I walk into the Prayer Room I can hear a Heavenly confirmation that this is where I belong. Though I'm encouraged to know I'm smack dab in the middle of God's plan for my life geographically, I still find myself at a loss for reaction concerning the affirmation of my calling. Surveying my past, I can see how the Lord was setting me up for this season of my life years before I even knew Him. Supernatural set ups are the best! ;)


Also, since I've moved here, I've become acquainted with a new friend named Consecration. He and Surrender are best buds. You see, I once entertained the idea of following the Lord of lords, the King of kings and the Creator of all into the very depths of His heart as completely romantic, pleasant and care free. Something that I could obtain directly, while of course looking elegant and graceful in the process. HA! And then I was called to the plate, and immediately accosted by the seemingly unbearable weight of my own weakness. It was then that I was introduced to the "labor pains" of surrendering my entire life to the Omnipotent One. Stripping myself of everything I know as familiar, comfortable and attainable and setting aside every other desire to truly know Him is not only terrifying beyond all comprehension, but also contrary to everything I was raised to believe. I know in my head that He's worth it; I also know my life will be utterly wasted should I not set myself on a pilgrimage of knowing Him with undivided, unapologetic devotion, while falling fiercely in love with Him with each passing moment. So, there you have it, folks. I'm embarking upon uncharted waters... here goes everything. =)