Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Eventful Happenings with the Alexander's...

Last night was eventful, to say the least.

(Preface: I am the Alexander's nanny)

It all began by me staying afterward in class to speak with my teacher about a few burdens I had concerning a friend of mine. It was good to connect with him. His counsel was wise and discerning, which I knew it would be, and I left with a better resolve than before I went in. Because of this, I got back to the house late. When I walked into the kitchen, I found Nikki (the mom) on the phone, talking to who I presumed to be Creighton (the dad) about the evening's activities, of which I knew nothing about. It's the mark of a true supermom when you can get everything sorted out, and everyone taken care of without breaking a sweat or losing your sanity. She juggled herding the kids, cleaning up dinner, refereeing the latest sibling rivalry, talking on the phone, finding a uniform, working out the beloved post-game beverages, and caring for the dog all the while looking beautiful. Many are called, but few are chosen... :)


The minute she saw me, I was greeted with one of her warm and welcoming smiles (still on the phone, mind you).  As soon as I unloaded my third arm (i.e. my Bible and purse), I began to rummage through the pantry, in hopes of finding something appetizing for dinner. It wasn't long before I felt a tap on my shoulder. Turning around, I saw Nikki whisper something to me under her conversation with Creighton, and then graciously hand me a plastic baggy. Inside were two small baked potatoes ready to be reheated and consumed. Grateful, I accepted her generosity with a smile and a mouthed a big "THANK YOU!", as I did not want to interrupt Creighton's flow of thought on the other line. I prepared some vegetables as a side dish to my potatoes and sat down to enjoy my meal. Moments later, I heard Nikki end her conversation with Creighton with their exchange of "See ya soon's!" Selfless as she is, she immediately turned her attention onto me by inquiring of my class. I proceeded to briefly tell her of the material we went over and my thoughts on the experience. But I quickly switched gears to hear of all the commotion was taking place concerning the family's plans for the evening. "Canon has his first baseball game tonight!" she said proudly. Excitement welled up inside of me at the combination of  "Canon" and "baseball game."  Before I could catch myself, I blurted out "Can I come with you guys?!"  I could tell Nikki was surprised by my desire to join them, but was equally delighted by my interest. "Of course!" she replied. She gave me the information I needed to find the field, and was off to hunt down Canon's uniform. After I was finished, I washed my dishes and headed upstairs to put my stuff away. I had just enough time to give the family dog a sufficient "pet down" and brush my teeth. (Yes, that's right, I brush my teeth before leaving the house. What? Good hygiene is important to me. Don't judge.)

It was deja vu as I arrived at the park. The smells of the freshly cut grass, newly chalked lines, and broken in gloves overwhelmed me as I made my way to field #3. The memory of my own fielding days brought a smile to my face as I watched the little leaguers take their positions on the surrounding fields. As I approached Canon's field, I saw an energetic six year old running toward me, curls bouncing in the wind. Whitby is the Alexander's middle child; she is full of life--a complete joy to be around. She was making her way to the playground to find her little brother, Cosmo, while Nikki followed close behind. She gave me a hug and went on her way. Obviously, she was on a mission and there is no stopping this precious one once her mind is made up. I love that about her.  Anyway, when I arrived at the bleachers, Creighton kindly greeted me with a hug. He was happy to see me, but even happier that his oldest child was experiencing his first baseball game. How momentous, I thought to myself. He pointed out where Canon was positioned and went on to tell me something about the first half of the inning.  I spent the next 45 minutes chatting with Creighton and the other parents who engulfed the bleachers. I loved watching Creighton speak so highly of his son, and extol the very best will over him. He seemed to be on a roller coaster of emotions all night, varying between excitement and nervousness. His eyes were glued to Canon's every move. My favorite part was watching Creighton congratulate Canon after his first big hit! Creighton, Nikki and I all rejoiced by jumping up and down as we watched Canon dash to first base after making contact with the ball. After rounding home, Canon ran straight into Creighton's arms, where he found his father's abounding joy and affirmation. Creighton and Nikki are excellent parents. I love to learn from their amazing example of unconditional love. Finally, the umpire called the game and the players lined up to congratulate themselves. Canon's team won 10-6--go Wildcats!

As the post game refreshments were being dispersed amongst the players, Creighton received a call from Nikki who was at the playground keeping Cosmo and Whitby occupied. When the look of devastation overcame Creighton's countenance, I knew it had to be serious. Cosmo had fallen and cut his forehand on the cement. I assured Creighton that Canon was save with me, and the next thing I know Creighton is dashing off to find his youngest son. After Canon and I finished handing out the drinks, we made our way to the parking lot where we found Nikki driving off to take Cosmo to the hospital. Whitby was broken hearted over her little brother's state, and wished she could do something to help him feel better. Precious? I think yes. As we all piled into my little car, Creighton, Canon and I did our best to comfort her, but nothing seemed to remedy this distraught little girl. She was burdened for her brother and wanted to make things better. (She's such a nurturer. She'll be a wonderful mother someday.) We all prayed for Cosmo and Nikki and made our way back to the Alexander's home. Once inside, I made hot chocolate for the kids as Creighton bathed them and got them ready for bed. While enjoying their warm drink, we lightened the mood by turning the attention back onto Canon's big night. This settled everyone down quite a bit.  Soon after this took place, Creighton escorted the children to bed. The rest of the evening I did all that I could to focus my attention on my studies, but it seemed hopeless. My mind was consumed with thoughts of Cosmo. As I lifted up one prayer after another, I waited for text message updates from Nikki on how everything was unfolding at the hospital. A little after midnight I received word that they were still waiting to be seen by the doctors. So it wasn't until 1:30 that I heard Nikki and Cosmo get home. A sigh of relief escaped my chest. They're home. Thank you, Jesus...

So, here I am, sitting in the kitchen, waiting for Cosmo to wake up, and riding out the final waves of all the excitement and commotion that took place from the night before. Today my plan is to dote on this little guy with even more love and affection than I normally do (if that's even possible--hehe). I hope that's okay with you, Nikki! ;)


Here's Canon after his first big game!! I'm so proud of you, buddy!


And Cosmo with his battle wound and stitches...

Monday, April 26, 2010

Quotes

"How our hearts have cried to the Lord that we might approach Him and enter into such fellowship, such humility, as would constrain us to abide continually at His feet! It is precious to have received the kiss of reconciliation and to know that the Son is not angry, neither shall we perish by the way (Ps. 2:12); but there is another longing in the hearts of those who are girding up their loins and pressing on to go through with Jesus. This longing is for the kiss of betrothal, which will bring us nigh into Him in a deeper way, in a closer relationship. Do you know what separation it means? There can be no flirting with the world; there can be no dallying with the flesh; both the flesh and the world must be put away. This relation between Christ and His bride is going to begin down here on earth, and will reach perfection in the over-comers. How many, who have been redeemed by the Blood of the Lamb, are satisfied with little more than nothing. How many are satisfied with themselves and their attainments; but God is not satisfied with them when they are walking beneath the light He has given them. Let us not be satisfied with any place or attainments with which He will not be satisfied."

- Cora Harris Macilravy "Christ and His Bride" pg 13

Friday, April 16, 2010

Dance With Me

I love to dance; I always have. It's something I do when people aren't looking, and sometimes even when they are. Immense freedom pierces my soul as my body moves through the air at the leading of music. It doesn't matter the type of dance, whether it be hip hop or modern, there is something about it that touches me on a level unlike any other. It is not the only avenue in which God speaks to me, but it certainly is one that I enjoy deeply. Within seconds of embracing this form of worship, I feel an unlocking take place within me. This is usually when the once pent up emotions that laid so deep within my heart are loosed into an expression that words cannot even begin to convey. Most of the time I feel like a little girl, dancing before her adoring Father. And on other occasions, I am ushered into the Bridegroom's affections, enraptured by His jealous love. Both encounters are sacred to me.

The song below is one that I could listen to over and over again without growing bored.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

"...shall the dead arise and praise Your name..."

I'm loving Pas Neos' song "Adoption." It's inspired from Romans 8. Check it out for yourself. It's pretty phenomenal.

http://www.myspace.com/pasneos/music-player?sindex=-1.0&shuffle=false&amix=false&pmix=false&plid=90612&artid=22558679&sseed=0&ptype=3&stime=0&ap=1&rpeat=false

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Lovesick for This Man...

A couple of things I really appreciate...

Number One: Eternity. To muse the day of the Son of God joining His beloved bride in holy matrimony; when the agonizing distance and sin that this world is drenched in is no longer to be found.  I find myself daydreaming of the age when all things will be made new. (SIDE NOTE: I am awe-stuck by architecture. Always have been.) When a large beautiful building catches my gaze, sometimes I compare it to the mansions that are being prepared right now in Heaven. And when I think on the weakness of the human frame, I revel in the little knowledge I have concerning the resurrected body and it's boundless abilities. The thoughts of these things excite me, but do you know what causes the breath to catch in my chest? It's this: the thought of actually being with Jesus. Okay, let's throw away our Sunday school mentality for just a minute. One day we will literally walk with this Man. No longer will we speak words to the invisible Godhead, but rather in the company of the Throne Room, surrounded by all it's inhabitants. We will spend eternity under the constant revelation of His omniscience. Just think...the revelation of Jesus will only become better and better as eternity unfolds. Hallelujah!

I cannot wait to look into His eyes as we share a meal together. I long to feel His hands holding mine as He leads me in the dance of the divine. I'm getting chills just thinking about it.

Number Two: Poetic lyrics. I am captivated by an assembly of words that are woven together by intense beauty and piercing truth. Basically anything that will escort me into the Revelation of Jesus and His Kingdom, bring it on. With that said, the labor of Phil Wickham and Audra Lynn has been so precious to me in this season. Their lyrics are marinated in the tenderness of His heart and the power of His countenance. I delight in joining their lovesick cry for Him to be magnified. It's absolutely glorious.